Nights like these where my tears don't stop... Where I can't stop feeling this way... Where my stomach can't stop churning and yet it's eerily comforting because times like these validates myself that my emotions are still alive and even though I try to escape it, bring on a facade each day this is the real me!! I feel pain.. A deep, heart wrenching, soul stirring... 

I yearn for love, for life, for moments and memories... But what shall I complain of because the bruises & regret are all a part of it and those are the memories ... The moments that I lived and loved the most is what brings back the tears.. Ah! The circle of life...! :-)

“A thousand half-loves must be forsaken to take one whole heart home.”  - Rumi