Crimson & Scattered ...

Distorted thoughts, have a lot and a desire to put forth everything in words but since sometime now i have not been able to bring myself to register anything, any feeling, any emotion. I find myself loosing a bit of me and gaining a lot of nothingness. Seems easy for people to give out sweet and comforting words yet the truth remains unchanged that the void lingers... Today i saw something so beautiful, it looked as if straight out of an artist's canvas ... the sun illuminated the sky with its golden, rose tinted radiance through the gloom of roving grey clouds... It made me smile... Life is beautiful... reasons to revel in it is what I have to now discover... everyday... every moment... I fathom that the bruise will remain, the hurt will be cherished too but only I could bring happiness to me...